I am diagnosed with BPD. I know that many people with my disorder are told to have the 'lonliest' inner child. Its how I feel. I sometimes feel like I split into three different people and two of them are little girls, one is 4, one is 13. But I know everything that I am doing in these ages-I dont know if I purposefully bring them out but I do know that others can regress me just by saying the right thing, or calling babygirl. I bring out these personalities in me and I search for someone who can nurture and guide, who understands this. I am wondering if this is just my BPD wanting someone to depend on, or is this a form of DID-i have lots of little girl pajamas, the five year old in me likes to play with dolls, suck her thumb, have a sippy cup, talks in a baby voice. when i was married my husband told me he can tell i regressed by my eyes, because i became very child like. when the 13 year old comes out she is really angry, and has a huge attitude problem, sometimes when the five year old in me needs ot much the 13 year old comes out and hates that she is around or other times tries to be there for her. i then feel like the last personality is either who i really am or an older person. even when i was younger in my twenties i always dressed older and was mature for my age-this part of me has things together, can take care of herself and others. its when the little girls come out that my life falls apart. what is wrong with me? does anyone else relate to this?