I've been to the GP last Thursday and told her stuff about me being really low and depressed. She had sent a refural to someone who can help me. Its been 5 whole days until I heard that the people I thought who could help me are actually for a certain age group which are under 13's and I'm 14. So on Tuesday there's going to be a meeting about the new people wanting help. It's just I'm a higher risk waiting for something that might never happen! I really need to talk to some I don't know who can understand me face to face. Oh the pain hurts! I just can't do this anymore...