I'm putting it in the "dissociative" section because it might be that, but to be honest, I'm not sure of anything at this point. I feel like I'm not really here, just dead, but if I thought I was truly dead...it would be a "delusion." My body when walking feels like its not me....its moving on its own. I'm not standing outside my body or anything like that though. I also have this "drunk" feeling but not having alcohol feeling, feeling floaty. When I'm reading I see the words but it looks like a different language (but don't worry...obviously I still can read and type). Its been happening more often, especially since the DID started up again. It started around that time....a few weeks ago. Everything seems dark (maybe this is part of my severe depression that I am experiencing right now) even though its bright and sunny outside. (well, not this second of course as it IS night time!) My speech has also become affected, I can't get the words out correctly, once again....drunk sounding or saying the totally wrong word! Also, a new symptom popped up today, it feels like I'm drowning except there's no water...I mean it has the same EXACT feeling as water going up your nose and body! I never heard of such a symptom before, I mean I've heard of people feeling like they are dying (as in a panic attack) but it ain't the same thing. Everything around me appears "fake" and same thing for the world. Some of these things I never heard of before, or am I the first case????? (Especially the words looking like a different language thing! And the drowning without water thing). So, what am I experiencing?????? And how do I fix it???