 Hi Thunderbear
You slipped up -- that's not so bad. You just have to start over again. Pain pills are so freaking evil. I bet if you hadn't found where your husband had hid them you never would have even thought about them. Coming across them the way you did almost made it a delightful little gift, of course you slipped. I hope you managed to toss or flush the others... you did, right? You're gonna be just fine because you're a strong woman.
Please don't be too hard on yourself! 
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" I don't wanna be the girl that has to fill the silence. The quiet scares me 'cause it screams the truth. Please don't tell me that we had that conversation, 'Cause I won't remember, save your breath 'cause what's the use?
Aahh, the night is calling, and it whispers to me softly, "Come and play". Aahh, I am falling, and if I let myself go I'm the only one to blame.
I'm safe, up high, nothing can touch me, but why do I feel this party's over? No pain, inside, you're like perfection, but how do I feel this good sober?" (From the song "Sober", by Pink)
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