Thunderbear, I think your confession in your post shows that you're taking responsibility for your actions and you should be applauded. The fact that you slipped a little and now feel bad about it shows how much you've grown. Please, don't beat yourself up about it, you're only human. And seriously, pain pills are so hard to resist!! 
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" I don't wanna be the girl that has to fill the silence. The quiet scares me 'cause it screams the truth. Please don't tell me that we had that conversation, 'Cause I won't remember, save your breath 'cause what's the use?
Aahh, the night is calling, and it whispers to me softly, "Come and play". Aahh, I am falling, and if I let myself go I'm the only one to blame.
I'm safe, up high, nothing can touch me, but why do I feel this party's over? No pain, inside, you're like perfection, but how do I feel this good sober?" (From the song "Sober", by Pink)
Last edited by knothead; May 01, 2009 at 04:01 PM.
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