Yeah...i just don't know. i'm not sure if it's true or if it's a fear. Sometimes, though, i've found that the reason i have such fear is because it's true and i don't like it. Like, probably my biggest fear is that the r.a. was s.r.a....and i FEAR that because i fear it and anything related to the s. part SO strongly. Even a single number (instead of three)...it all just makes my skin crawl. ZIPS MOUTH!