My husband is the most loving and supportive person I know. I just dont think he understands my PTSD and OCD. He trid to be supportive but sometimes I think I get on his nerves. Like last night we were talking abuot the swine flu and other viruses and I have an odd obsession about me getting AIDS. My cousin worked at a chicked retsteraunt and one of the girls ther had HIV. Me and my husband was talking about Aids and i told him I thought it was man made and how it must of been a bio terrorism wepon gone wrong. Then I got to thinking about that girl at the chicken place and freaked out because what if she accidently sweatted and some got on my food there and I got AIDS. So I wanted to goget tested and he loooked at me like I was crazy.I know intelectually you can't get AIDS through sweat but my OCD tells me you can get it through any fluid off of the body. My husband then said "Chris if you got AIDS 4 years ago, then I would've tested + for it when they did tested me for it while trying to diagnosed my crohns." I don't get it. I know he is just trying to calm my fears but at the same time he says itis irrational to think that way.