I am a happily married woman. But sometimes during clitoral stimulation by my husband i find my self fantisizing about women. IRL I don't want to be with a woman in a relationship. But i think women are sexy. In high school I had two relationships with other women. I loved one of them. But she moved away. Recently I saw her at a socail gathering and she wanted to take me to dinner and her place. I said no because I am married. But the idea of being around her again was exciting. We were always good friends anyway. And i guess i may have left over feelings for her. But I enjoy sex with my husband. I enjoy being with a man. I must be sexually confused and it scares me becaue my family are religious fanatics. The only person I have to talk to about it that would under stand is my uncle. He is gay and has been married to his partner for almost 10 years, but I am afraid he would tell my dad because they are close. i just need advice on this. It is causeing a moral conflict in my soul.