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"mother's day", ****ing mother's day and hearing people talk about "a mother's love" and "a mother's touch"

yeah, that's we she called them too, but they felt sick and dirty and hearing all those ******* words, seeing the day printed on every ****ing calender, "buy your mum something for this mother's day!" on the damn television, "just over a week to go!"

just thinking about that ***** makes me so damn angry, it used to just make me sad, but remember enough and i see how she deserved to die just as much as my ****ing father

keep talking about this in therapy, why do we have to talk about that *****, i detest her and thinking about her, talking about her, she doesn't deserve to be remembered, hell would be too good for her

hate this bloody month, hate it