I just wanted to say...
I love this whole exchange between the two of you, and it is one of the reasons why I love forums like this. I so appreciate the way Mixed was able to find exactly the right kind of support she needed NOW, from someone who knows exactly what kind of stuff she is going through, and was able to get just the right kind of encouragement and BTDT perspective to help get through this hard time.
I can see your growth and strength emerging in this thread, MUE.
You are going to be able to do this hun - you're doing great.

(And kudos to you, Eskielover - you've DONE great!)