Completely inspiring... Thank you. I honestly feel a lot stronger. I just kept telling myself the next time he does a big thing hes gone and then he does something and i say okay next time again. He knew he was on thin ice and decided to pin me against the wall with his knee with my face towards the wall and call me horrible names until i snapped and started cursing him off and screaming. My sister ran in and he called me a headcase and said " your just upset from a bad day right??" and i said yes im going to sleep. when i write everything down i see it more as how bad it really has gotten. I have to do some research on the legal stuff about it but i plan to take care of this situation real soon. I want to be confident again and feel good about life. I used to smile everyday and cheer everyone up with jokes and advice and now i am the one that always frowning and looking on the downside. i want my life back and im tired of waiting, im gonna Take it.