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GreyGoose, let's try to lay this one to rest

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If only it were that easy fayerody. I'm sure not enjoying this myself. Actually, I don't know if you said the line I quoted (above) because I'm beginning to sound like a broken record or because you really believe I don't have it. It sure does'nt sound like I do from everything I've heard and read.

I know this thing can stick around in you for awhile (as "nerl" so eloquently pointed out) and that is one heck of a lot of worrying and I may die of old age before then. I feel a little better now (I guess) but that will only last for a little while until I get another twinge or pain and my mind starts going into overdrive again.

I've been here for awhile and have made many friends. I hope I don't end up being seen as "that crazy guy" from repeatedly beating the same "dead horse" over and over again but when I'm really scared (no matter how irrational my fears may be) I tend to post about what is frightening me - it's almost a carnal, instinctive thing.

Please forgive me if I am running this into the ground as this is not something I'm doing intentionally.