I am very bisexual and very much in love with my husband. But...and I'm sorry if you don't want to hear this...we are not monogamous. And that is a choice we have decided on together. I have a girlfriend as well who is best friends with my husband. And we are all ok with this situation. I understand it doesn't work for everyone but it works great with us. I had a lot of issues while I struggled with monogamy and thinking I was cheating but I never had an issue admitting to myself I was attracted to women. I have known that since I was very young. Much luck on this journey...