Hi Sky

I saw that you had responded and since I know you are a moderator, the first thought that jumped into my head before I even read the first word of your post was that I had received a warning for posting about my fears more than once (or something like that) and I was thinking "ok, the one place on earth where I feel comfortable and I just blew it". Suddenly, I felt all alone...without any friends...hopeless.

Then, I scrolled down and read your post and it was exactly the opposite (ie; warm, compassionate, humorous, etc) and I REALLY appreciate that . It is not uncommon at all for people suffering from fears wether real or imagined to drive those around them nuts (if you'll pardon the pun/expression...lol). My room mate get's so mad at me whenever I bring this type of thing up and so I feel very misunderstood and neglected - like I have all these fears bottled up inside and noone can relate to them (or me). Maybe I am the only one with this level of anxiety(?).

Anyway, I'm fighting a constant battle against either posting my fears each timethey come up or just keeping them bottled up inside and allowing them to simmer. It has'nt been as bad lately because I have been working nearly 16 hours each day but now that I have a bit of a break (and more time to think and focus on my probs), it canget kind of harrowing to say the least.