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Old May 03, 2009, 10:34 AM
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Aww, thanks for following up!

Unfortunately, I did not get that long hot shower last night. My daughter had another sleepover and I just didn't get around to it. BUT, I did end up satisfied with the cleaning that I did in the house....I vacuumed the entire house and did a couple more loads of laundry. So, I felt comfortable enough to realize my exhaustion.....

So far today, I am less overwhelmed. My daughter is not allowed to play until her room is clean. I do have to tackle a few areas, get one more load of laundry done and finish up the taxes. But, I am pacing myself more today.....

I think I am also trying to suppress my anxiety related to everything that is going on in my life, so I am making the household chores more of an issue than perhaps they really are.....as a way to avoid dealing with the feelings that I'm having about other areas of my life. Ugh.

I had a very rough night's sleep....waking up every hour or so....But on a good note, I got out of bed and had a couple hours to myself to drink my coffee, relax and then finally got that nice hot shower.

Thanks so much for asking!!!
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