Crystalrose,

I know you are anxious about leaving your therapist that you are so attached to. It's sad and difficult and scary. The others have made some great suggestions about how you and your t can work together to make this transition easier for you. I like the idea of the two of you doing something to celebrate the accomplishments you've made in therapy. . .and doing something that will help you hold onto the happy memories of your connection with your t. Even after you stop your sessions with your t, you can still hang onto that connection with her in your heart. Have you asked her if there will be any opportunity to keep in touch with her after termination, for example, sending an email every few months just to let her know how you're doing? Some therapists will allow this, others will not. It's worth asking about.