Wow your brave Sannah.
I went to my first T for a year then started with this new one 5 months ago, and this was the first session where I ever cried like that.

Was it easier for you to open up to a new T during the first session because there was no relationship yet, then as you progressed and there was a relationship it was too hard to do in front of them?

My T was really great and supportive, I couldn't have asked for more support during the incident, yet, thinking about next session is already getting to me. I don't know why I am so nervous about it. I am sure I will get through this next session like any and am worrying myself for nothing.