Ever since last Wednesday when my husband told his brother about little Manda, she has been extremely quiet.
And then, two days ago according to my husband, I had a dissociative episode where I like completely passed out
for like 15 minutes and woke up and didn't know where I was. Ever since then, little Manda has has been missing.
I don't know if my episode just scared her really bad and now she's in hiding (and doing a good job at it) or if she's really missing. Or... is that what "missing" means? "in hiding"? I feel so lost without her. My heart is breaking for her.
I know she is afraid and lonely... wherever she is, because I feel afraid and lonely without her.