I have a lot of issues with anger. Sometimes it is hard to know when it is BPD and when it is just me. It is explosive and happens so fast that I cannot control what I say or do. It scares me. I recently told my pdoc about it and he upped my lamictal. So far I am still having these 'rages', but I am trying to breathe deeply when I start to get frustrated.
Hang in there and make sure that you are getting the help that you need. The meds rollercoaster is not a fun place to be. Take care!!!!