((((((((((((((((((((Manda))))))))))))))))))))))))
lil manda is still with you................sounds lke she might be hiding in your head somewhere until she feels safe to come out again.
T telled us during therapy one time when we had similare issue that he has NEVER read or heared of a case (DID) where a part just like permanently 'disappeared' or dies.....he says it cant happen cuz iffen one is gone then you is ALL gone.........hope this helps and makes snese...........cuz all of your parts are part of YOU
beads
