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I am so sorry for what you have had to go through...
It would be great if Dr. Phil took you up on helping.
A friend I know wrote him a years ago and ended up involved in a group thing he did.
You just don't know the future.
I hope you get some assistance for the issues with your Mother, whether from Dr. Phil or someone else, you definitely deserve the help.
Best to you Always,
Night
xoxo