I agree totally with what you said ...I have myself in a fix and its going to take alot to get me out...I wish I could go stay with my daughter but that is another story and thats why I offered her to come here...I am told that this is my house and this is what I get when I want to do something..I am planning on leaving but its easier said than done. I got myself into a situation and he knows I have nowhere to go ....my kids are all I have and sometimes we have are up and downs but it doesnt mean we don't love eachother..I question his love for me and my kids....wish I could leave right this minute and had a place to go cause I would be out of here! I made a big mistake comming here for sure....I wish I had the answers ....I'm so upset right now and he is still in the bedroom like he did nothing wrong ....and this will lead to us not talking for days...he's ok with that cause he has his family and thats all he needs...but , if I try to leave it will be a huge fight.......I'm just real upset about all this but he will win..he always does......