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May 03, 2009, 08:20 PM
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Member Since: Mar 2009
Location: So Cal
Posts: 3,342
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Sunny,
Does anyone else have access to your Poem file, or have the capability of storing their Poems in with yours?
If not, I would definitely bring this up with your T. This could be an important and invaluable clue to your emotional puzzles.
Sometimes, people can dissociate and will write things....poems, songs, or draw pictures that they later can not remember once the dissociative experience is over. Everybody dissociates to a certain degree, but others can dissociate to a more extreme degree. Dissociation can be common with disorders like Depression, PTSD, and BPD. Having dissociative experiences would not necessarily mean that you have a dissociative disorder.
This does not mean you're crazy. And maybe it is just that because of your life events you do have some impaired memory, but this sounds a lot like dissociation to me.
It's definitely worth discussing this with your T. I think he would want to know. It might help to open some doors in your healing process.
Good luck to you!! Take care!! 
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