(Ahh...this makes me feel like such an idiot)

But I was wondering....The person you had sex with (willingly) the first time....do you regret it? Do you think you should have waited? Why'd you pick him (or her)?
One more question: How old where you?

I'm 17 and I'm kinda sorta really wanting to have sex with this guy...but on the other hand i'm scared i'm going to ruin my life.
I don't have anyone i can talk to about it....so just blindly reaching out here. Anyone want to give me advice?