this is not a good place.
need to release the feelings somehow
in a good way---
want to sleep it all away.
breaking this unhealthy bond with friend is so painful
like pulling out fishing hooks and barbs
all thru my soul
all thru my insiders
all thru my being
how could i have gotten so hooked
how could i have let myself slide back into this
can't think about it or i feel sick
keep myself numb and dissociated
so not here..........