stop things from happening?
It's still this &^&^#$#@ from school
sometimes i just dont fcking care anymore
can't stop it, nothing to live for anymore anyway, doesnt matter anymore
Sometimes... I wish I was stronger... Physically so i could just smash him into pieces next time he tries something... or wish i could just run away or something, i don't know. As it is i just either freeze or am so messed up feeling already i just dont care for myself anymore, so what does it matter if someone does this things to me, its just a body...
I dont know i dont think im making much sense here.
I know the obvious answer would be tell someone at school, fosterparents, police SOMEONE
Or even write it down and show them
but im just weird like that... can't do it/ just CANT
and it never works either, one jailed or moved again or whatever and the next one pops up over and over again
Don't know how they do it but they always can find me

So I'm just wondering How Did You Do It?
what am i doing wrong...

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