Hello,

Sorry if this is in the wrong area or something but I need to vent. I don't really have any friends left that I can tell about my issues, in fact I think I'm losing the rest of them. It depresses me to see people being friends, having fun with each other because I don't feel any connection to them. Even my best friends that I'm sure feel a connection to me I don't feel it. So I've been staying away from everyone until I can see someone about it. I was supposed to on the first, but they had to reschedule for the 19th. I'm starting to get very anxious about being around people in a social setting, but being at work is still fine for some reason. I'm also starting to get depressed because I can't be around people and I'm worried they'll start to dislike me or not want me around anymore when I can be. I still don't know what's wrong with me because I haven't been to the doctor yet, but it seems whether or not I go out I'm getting worse. Sorry for disrupting things with this, just needed to get it out there.