I know that I am going to be moving in Aug and having to leave my T and pdoc and find new ones because I am going to grad school. I feel like I have already pulled away from my T to try and protect myself from the pain of having to leave. I feel like since I decided to leave I have felt that I have to protect myself. I feel overwhelmed and that I could spend the next couple of months just talking about my anxiety about the move. But right before the chance to go to school arrived I felt like we were getting into some important stuff. Now I just feel so scared and anxious about moving. I can't seem to get my head on straight. I feel like I am going to be wasting this time between now and when I leave. While I know that there will have to be some time for discussions about termination and the move, I don't want to spend the whole time doing that. But I already feel like I have seperated (something much too easy for me to do,) from my T. Any advice?
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