April Monday 20th my 42 year old brother died. On Monday Arpil a 46 year old girl friend was found dead in bed. Them yesterday Saturday Msy 2nd my sister-in-laws twin brother who I use to date and had a great friendship with took his own life. When enough enough. At this point I am afraid to ask who next. I am still very traumatized from my brothers funeral that I can mentally go though this again,but also do not want to do do something i will regret.
The thing is at this point it will damage me further. I wo;; attempt the viewing but not dure I can make it through thst.nI hjope no one thinkskessof ke. It is not s cop pit id it the deoression snf OTSD that has me in succh a bad wat,allthis one sleeping id\s clouding my judghement.