OMG, I was just thinking along the same lines!!

I have a "memory" of my early childhood that I'm not sure was real....and there are many missing pieces to it....but I remember certain specific things and makes me point to SA...but yet I can't remember the SA part. So, I'm not sure it really happened.

When I was a teenager, I clearly remember the SA....and then of course the incident with my husband and neighbor a few months ago....

But that one time when I was a very young girl - I'd say around age 5 - I can't seem to figure out....I don't want to bring it up in therapy because I'm not sure it's real....

Anyway, my point is that I can relate.....I think that sharing it here is one of the safest places...so whenever you're ready, we are here for you. And remember, you are not alone.