hi naomi and white_iris,
i am sorry you feel so bad naomi. i think somebody made u think u were so bad. u can't be so bad and care about it too. real evil knows it and doesn't care. that's not you.
i feel guilt and shame sometimes too. i wish i could have done more or better.
don't be mean to yourself, please. it won't help you at all and it won't make you better either. keep talking and let people support you.
see you around,
leslie and the pixies