Thinking about it, it's since I started the counselling at SWEDA, so Sian must be doing something right!!

I have Georgie (best friend), from Surrey coming down to see me in 4 and a half days and can't WAIT!!! She's going to make my week ever better, even if I have the crappiest week ever.

I haven't been struggling as much as I thought I would have been. I have kept to my SI free 6 weeks or so. The only thing causing problems is my sleep. I can't sleep at all. I don't get any sleep until I've gone at least 70 hours without sleep *yawn* so I had to get up this morning after no sleep last night and 3 hours sleep yesterday, to do breakfast club.
I haven't been able to eat in 3 days :-/ just not felt like it at all. Even when I drink squash or anything to keep my energy up, I feel sick. It's getting ridiculous. ED counsellor isn't going to be very happy tomorrow when she hears about it, especially why I didn't go last week (because of Nancy and her nasty comments).

Things have been looking up a bit and I have had a better few days, I'm guessing that's because my Georgie is coming down to see me at the weekend. I don't know how I'm going to handle eating then but... I guess I'll have to somehow. I just feel incredibly exhausted and like I can't do what I always do anymore, with helping other people and running breakfast club, going to conferences etc for the YMCA. It's got too tiring now... I just hope that things will be okay again soon

I need to go to the police about her at some point, just don't know when. I need Ellee to go with me, she's got the evidence. I doubt they'll do anything, but I guess we'll see...

I'm gonna go chill out in my room for a bit and see if I can get some fluids into my system...