It took me nearly yr before I emailed T....I do tend to be more open in email then f2f and have begun something by email that I find hard to do f2f and this has made me talk about something that otherwise would take longer perhaps....now over 5yrs on I still email and most times its just the needing to be "seen" by her when away from session that I am actually needing. ...no matter what the issue is when I email her, it comes down to her seeing my feelings and me not feeling so alone with them. Its almost like a cry from the cot and mother comes to check I'm ok and what I'm needing and most times its just a warm smile and little touch and then I'm off again feeling ok....