omg, I just wrote this huge thing and lost it.

I guess I'll just tell the short version. I had a HORRIBLE SESSION yesterday. Not the kind of session where I would write about it and people would say "but look how supportive T is" or "look how much you're growing". Just awful.

I am so, so, so, so angry at T, and I am sure he is angry at me, too.

I just feel sick today. WHY does therapy have to be so hard? Sometimes I think I almost can't stand it anymore.