(((((Vince))))) Thanks.
I've been avoiding posting about this cause I know people will get upset with me for not listening to them when they say I gotta tell or whatever.
I guess it's to hard to explain why I can't do that.
Just when he comes up to me it's like I just can't care about myself enough anymore to.. I don't know scream or whatever. To do.. something.
Life is pointless to me after all I've lost already
Who cares... I don't .. Can't anymore
I feel like a toy or a broken body and that's all I'll ever be
Maybe sometimes someone is broken beyond repair just no one else wants to accept it. But then I come back to my first point again. Why care posting about it.. Just upsetting everyone and triggering myself.
Sorry.

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