I know he's temporary...but i kinda feel like...aren't they all? I know i won't have him forever, but shouldn't i take advantage of the time i get?

I guess i worry too much that i'm only gonna get one chance like this, (isn't that stupid?) and i don't want to let it pass me by. I've always been the girl in the shadows, then along he comes and makes me feel so special...so real.

I'm a silly teenage fool aren't I?