
May 05, 2009, 12:24 PM
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P-doc gave me her cell phone number and her email addy in case I "need" to call her. She is concerned, not only because of all the recent loss I suffered, but because one of the deaths was a deliberate overdose and she knows that suicide in any form is an issue with me, but especially drug overdoses.
My SMALL logical brain says -- that was very nice of her -- but the larger PARANOID part cries warning! Don't trust her! It's a trick! She's lying!
It would've made more sense to my paranoid brain if she had said "Here, take this info but don't ever use it. I really don't want you to call or email me, but I know it's the right thing to say."
I've been seeing her since 2004. Wonder when I'll trust her.
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