  
I would really like to help you and I'm sure there are lots of others on this site that want to help you too. Can you tell us more about what you are going through?  What's making you feel so trapped? What things do you think you're addicted to and why do you think you can't tell those people "no"? There's always some way out, it just may not be that obvious to you right now. I understand you don't feel like you can talk to anyone about these things, but you can't keep it all bottled up inside either -- it will eventually destroy you. Try to give all of us your trust, I think it would make you feel better if you write about it.
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" I don't wanna be the girl that has to fill the silence. The quiet scares me 'cause it screams the truth. Please don't tell me that we had that conversation, 'Cause I won't remember, save your breath 'cause what's the use?
Aahh, the night is calling, and it whispers to me softly, "Come and play". Aahh, I am falling, and if I let myself go I'm the only one to blame.
I'm safe, up high, nothing can touch me, but why do I feel this party's over? No pain, inside, you're like perfection, but how do I feel this good sober?" (From the song "Sober", by Pink)
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