Thanks for the answers you guys -- I guess I can quit wondering about it, even if it is scary. I used to get so frustrated and paranoid at work, a lot of times it seemed like they were all against me. I felt like I was invisible sometimes and tried to keep to myself but they still complained I was hostile toward them. I was only trying to focus my thoughts most of the time -- keep on track at work. It didn't seem to me like I was deliberately not talking to them because all the chatter in my head is what I was hearing. This stuff really is scary!!
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" I don't wanna be the girl that has to fill the silence. The quiet scares me 'cause it screams the truth. Please don't tell me that we had that conversation, 'Cause I won't remember, save your breath 'cause what's the use?
Aahh, the night is calling, and it whispers to me softly, "Come and play". Aahh, I am falling, and if I let myself go I'm the only one to blame.
I'm safe, up high, nothing can touch me, but why do I feel this party's over? No pain, inside, you're like perfection, but how do I feel this good sober?" (From the song "Sober", by Pink)
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