(((orange)))

we could be twins . pdoc gave me his mobile number just before xmas last year and i completely freaked out. there are probably a few threads around here with me trying to figure out if this was an 'ok' thing to do or not.

i also started seeing pdoc in 2004. and only started telling him my life story before xmas. he said it was ok that i took my time, because i needed to learn that he was safe to tell this stuff to. he can be very patient. but we only spoke about that stuff for 2-3 sessions before it was the xmas break, and after that we didn't continue. last week he wanted to clarify something i said, but i had clammed up again. so he told me it was ok, and he could be patient - there isn't any pressure to disclose.

i'm sorry about your recent loss . but it is good to know that T is there for you. having pdoc's number has been good because he kept me safe when my old-T wanted to put me in hospital.

pdoc is a good person and i think your T is too .