Hi Sunny,

I have been wanting to comment on this thread for a few days. The other day I was looking back in my journal and I found many things I don't remember feeling. I think that when you looked over the poems and realized they were first drafts--that was a good hint that you just didn't attach a lot of importance to them after they were first written. Maybe there was just too much going on at the same time. Lord knows you have had your hands full lately. I think that we pay attention to those things that we have to. I wouldn't worry too much about it. I am glad you are seeing T every week right now because you need it. It also sounds like your PNP is a fine support. It feels like you are "held" by a seriously competent team of professionals. YAY!!!!

(((((((((Sunny))))))))