((((((((((((((((((((((((Orange))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

It's SO SO SO hard to accept genuine love and caring, isn't it? It is completely crazy-making sometimes.

My meditation teacher told me once to pay attention when I want to push love away...because that is a clue about what a part of me needs to heal. The parts that need to heal the most push the hardest.

I'm glad you have such a caring p-doc, even though I know it FEELS like

You deserve lots and lots of love.