Thank you, MissCharlotte.

Yes, I think you and others here (e.g. ECHOES) are right about the poems. I think I just forgot them. If they had been in my journal, I probably would have remembered them better because I visit my journal often. It is odd though that one was less than a month old. I think my brain is just on overload.
I've been reading two of those poems many times and am really coming to like them! I think they are pretty good for things hastily dashed off and squirreled away. I still don't completely understand them. One seems to be a love poem mixed with somewhat naturalistic images of suicide.

(Where that came from, I really do not know, as I am not in love, and I am not suicidal.)
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I am glad you are seeing T every week right now because you need it.
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Gee, thanks! LOL.
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It also sounds like your PNP is a fine support. It feels like you are "held" by a seriously competent team of professionals.
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Got to agree on that one. When I was talking to my PNP on the phone I mentioned about the current high stress, the time of feeling down, and how I was going to stick on the meds, and had gone back to seeing my T every week, and I said, meaning to be reassuring, "I got my people." I do feel that way. I have a team of professionals who help me in life, from my T, to my PNP, to my family T, to my L. I gots my people!