Welcome Frankz~

I've noticed that you are new here. I'm glad you've decided to look for support here. You'll discover this is a great place to find peace and compassion.

Your initial step is to approach your mom with your issues before anyone else. Give her the opportunity to provide you the help that you need. After all, your bond with your mother is a good one. She deserves the first chance at helping you. She will love you for it. And you will feel alot better about yourself for giving her that first opportunity to help you. It will strengthen your already established bond, which in itself, will carry the support even all that much further.

I am truly confident that your mother will not respond badly. Depending on how much you have already shared with her will also depict her type of reaction. Meaning, if you have said little to nothing to her as of yet, then prepare yourself for her to be taken by surprise, (and sometimes us mom's have a tendancy to over-react when thrown a curve ball). That does NOT mean that we are angry...we are just sometimes...expressive with our discovery of certain news delivered. Not all parents overreact. You know your mom the best, just as she knows you the best.

Give her the opportunity to allow the sharing of your concerns to sink in. And i can guarantee that your choice of approaching her first will prove to be the best move made, other than the fact of having the inner strength of dealing with and sharing of these issues.

Please know that your mother wants the utmost best for you. She will not look down on you or consider you a bad person. Trust in your bonding with her, Frankz. I know it's the real deal.

Also, try to understand that you are at a very difficult age. And with the changings of schools, not feeling as though you fit in just right, the outcast, etc.
The age for middle school has to be the most trying time of any age throughout our life's journey, (at least, it's what I've discovered along the way, and it seems to be the same for most others as well, I believe).

You're at an age where you're no longer a "kid", yet you haven't quite reached the age of the "young adult', either. And personally, I prefer to address persons at your age as "youths" simply because you deserve the recognition of growing older outside of the kiddy phase. Lord knows that youths of your age have proven to have the strength to sustain many hardships thrown your way, as well as having the intellegence which surpasses many of us older persons (espeicially in the technology feilds). The only thing which is lacking is the experience of living through the more harsh lessons that life awaits for us. And that is just another avenue where our mom can be of such great help to you.

Hang in there Franks. Keep us posted. We do care.

Shangrala