Thank you everyone...and thanks for the love. I just got out a hot bath, it took away some stress, but not nearly enough. I'm having trouble on how I should actually admit to my mom what I've been doing.

See, I havent in a month or 2..the scars have basically faded away. I dont know if she'll believe me. And since I havent in a while..she wont understand why I'm telling her. And I WANT to tell her because of the fact that I'm slipping. And I'm at the breaking point to where I just may lose my fight with this. I feel terrible and I need help..on what exactly I should say when I get to her...I thought of doing it when I was dressed and all that, but 'stage' fright got to me.

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