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Originally Posted by chaotic13
This thread has made me think, yet again about why I am so quick to discount my T's caring. When I am stressed to struggling with something I go into a sterile medical sign and symptoms only mode. I make it clear that I don't expect anything from her. I've even made statements like..."I don't know why I'm trying to tell a stanger these things." I think when I go medical or start treating therapy like it is simply some superficial medical examination...it means something. For some reason...I like to THINK that my T does not care and is not really invested in helping me.
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or maybe if we can think they dont care it wont hurt so much when we find out its true... because after all ... who could care for us - we distance ourselves from the ones who show compassion because we are not used to it - dont know how to handle it - much easier to switch off and treat ourselves like some kind of germ on a plate - sorry  prob shouldnt be posting tonight JMO - ok - take care all 
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