Sometimes, in life, when we are backed into a corner, and there seems like no way out, truly amazing things can happen. Like getting support from those that can understand and identify with your plight. You are far away, it seems, maybe in a different world, but here we are a community, and as such, we can support you and want to help
Keep posting on this thread, the more we know about your problem the better.....and talking about it can only help.......yutzman...............