I'm at the point where I can't take anymore pain. He's taken over me and I can't stop liking him for it! I just want to scream out "LEAVE ME ALONE!" But somehow I always see him there. I pretend that I don't care when deep down I do. It goes to show you that once again love hurts even not knowing if he feels the same way. I don't know who stands here? My heart says "I love him!" But my head says "He's not worth it!" So confusing. Its like I have to prove how much I care about him by giving him a hug. I'm at the point of breaking down. Yea he was a good friend until I had to say how I felt. He changed I'm so empty full of nothing. He's the trigger of making me SAD. The tablets, self harm, less eating. Thats an affect this one guy has put on me. I really am despit here and need someone point of view and advice please. Should I stay friends with this boy or forget about him and never love a boy as much as him? AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! He was the only boy who treated me special and differently now he more worried if I'm lying that I don't care and stuff. I don't think I'll ever do anything else but look at him.