I am very manic right now.. hope this makes sense.. weird for a manic person to be "stuck" in bed.. useless I am only having sex for 3 days in bed when i am manic.. (did that sound bad? sorry.. ) anyways.. Here's my "story.. well.. i do go & get up 4 food and bathroom and to feed the bird.. I have Bi Polar disorder.. very very BAD.. so much so that i am on Social Security because i can't work without losing a job... actually I quit for one reason or another.. but that is not what this posting is about.. wanna know the the ironic thing? I have 3 BA degrees and dropped out of Grad School to pursue my Realtor's License then teaching certificate.. then i got my pilot's license.. then was a Mortgage Broker for 7 years.. now.. i have been unemployed for 7 years and can't date (i'm good looking, engaging.. some say funny) I can't hold a job ( I have an IQ of 137).. alas.. gotta LOVE the Bi Polar Disorder... Okay.. rambling now because I am in a manic stage and gonna soon become incoherent and verbally verbose. The WHY to this posting.. all my doctors said I shouldn't date.. I am 41years old.. never married, no kids.. and to be honest.. never a girlfriend. I answer ever woman's question with why have you never been married you are such a great guy? Loving, Great with kids, handsome, own my own home outright, and overall good guy.. Hmm.. I am 41 years old.. ohhhhh SNAP! I realized I have done it again.. made NO sense.. don't ya LOVE being Bi Polar? I FINALLY found a girlfriend.. yep.. a "great" girl.. 3 months of incredible dating.. but you know us in our manic stages.. I moved too fassssssst... so.. guess what.. my 1st and only girlfriend I have EVER had.. cheated on me.. lied to my face about it and told me that I'm Bi Polar and I was being insecure and delusional and paranoid and moving into schizo phase of my illness.. oh my.. she put me in my place.. i said "yes dear" and dated her for 2 more weeks as she slept with me and her Ex boyfriend at the same time.. I found out when delivering a birthday present to her daughter.. a naked man answers the door to our apt and takes the present and slams it in my face.. hmmmmm..... should i EVER get out of bed???????????