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Old May 06, 2009, 12:48 PM
musikcrazy musikcrazy is offline
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Originally Posted by Silversparrow View Post
I am so upset right now, I just want to cry and give up.

FIVE! FIVE TOTAL CLASSES I AM GOING TO HAVE TO RETAKE!

I suck, I just suck, Biology, Criminal Justice, Earth Science, Intermediate Algebra, and US Gov.

FAILED, FAILED THEM ALL!!!

My mom is right, I"m a failure, a lazy ***, I'm no good at anything, I"m going to be working in fast food my whole life, I'm never going to get out of this damned town, never going to accomplish anything, this makes me want to drop out, I'm stressed because I have to hide this all from my family, they can't know or I'll get kicked out, part of the agreement of me staying at home while going to college is that I did good, that I passed my classes, they know about Criminal Justice and Biology, and they can know about math but now more, or I'll be on the streets....

I hate myself, I want to cry, look what I've done, what a mess I am...

I'm never going to accomplish anything...never...
Please do not be so hard on yourself! I went through a semester like that and I just had to be honest with my family. Please don't give up! I am living proof that just because you have a rough semester doesn't mean you are a failure. I graduated and am now a teacher. Let you parents know how you feel. They may not realize the pressure you are under. Take care and please believe in yourself!